Here we are waiting for eternity to come

I AM FREEEEEEEEEE!

Tue, 13 May 2008 12:37:38 GMT

Hello Ladies

First, yIHEEEEEEEE I can't wait for Sex and the City to hit the big screen. I'm anxious to know if Mr. Big and Carrie will---finally--- live happily ever after and if not well I'll be damned.

Second I'm already free!!!!!!!! I talked to my parents today and my mom just announced (like 20 minutes ago) that I'm no longer grounded . You just don't know how happy I am. Anyway prior to my confrontation with my parents I have this theory that in order to be free from being grounded by my parents (when I talk to them), all I have to do is to play the "Humble Kid". How to do it? Simply do this:

1. While your parents are scolding you, even though they are wrong (or so you think), bite your tongue and just start fantasizing Ed Westwick, Chace Crawford, Gaspard Ulliel, or RPATTZ having steamy sex with you. IT works! Just make sure you don't stare at the ceiling. Or if you want, you can listen to them from time to time, just start daydreaming when your parents starts to repeat what they've already said. Besides, it's tiring to listen to their same points again and again.

2. When your parents ask, try to look at them slowly and nod and give them a "I'm sorry, it won't happen again" look. They'll definitely bite it.

3. Never argue back unless you want your punishment to be prolonged do it even though your tongue itched.

4. Apologize sincerely and admit the mistake on your part.......... then get your self a pizza for a job well done!

I already knew that from the moment they have punished me, that it won't last long. lol. but it was nonetheless, terrifying (I mean the consequences). *Sigh* I like sneaking at midnight to go to party! HIHIHIHI, it feels like I am in adventure you know the, tip-toeing, crawling, jumping, and then sneaking back to the room before they wake up. Then, in the morning it would all appear as if nothing happened. *dreamy sigh* My teenage life won't be complete without experiencing this. HAHAHA (That's just for me).

since I am free I reward myself with Ed Westwick's finger licking picture.

♥

Mon, 12 May 2008 01:59:23 GMT

cashier: Ma'am, your card has no savings left.
me: O______________________________O.

I can't believe this, my dad just canceled my ATM cards!

and this is part of my punishment.

I'm tired of this vendetta thing, I know that I've been worst during my high school but I'm trying to change and people couldn't see it and it frustrates me.

I guess I just need to go on proving that I'm not the same Hael as before but unfortunately I think it'll take me another millenium to succeed on it.

Whatevs, the drama just makes me barf.

I think I'll just spend the day watching Gossip Girls and play Frisbee with my friends and be a bummer all through the summer.

The End

random!

Sat, 10 May 2008 11:58:04 GMT

1. This is a random post, so if you want you could skip this. ;)

2. Yadda, Yadda! I'd like to change my layout just because of this picture:

Yihee aren't they cute!

naaaah, no dream team hate okay? I love them.

3. this message:

almost made me cry, crazy as it may seem but receiving a "thank you" message by personal message is really touching. I felt... appreciated. I'm telling you simple things such as this really makes me smile.

4. I have 8 more books to read and I'm afraid that I have to wear glasses sooner because whenever I read a book, it really makes my head ache! It's terrible because before, I can read book for straight 6-9 hours (seriously!) but now, I have to stop like after reading few pages.

5. ahihihihi my friend fought just because of this Edward and Jacob issue, when will this issue die anyway? HAHAHA. They're funny because it started about pro-life issue and then it jump from that topic to another and to another... geez, I think I'll play referee tomorrow when they talk or I'll stand again as a peacemaker but whatevs... I just hope that everything ends well. ;)

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Okay byebye f-list. I love you all!

umm...

Thu, 08 May 2008 02:08:23 GMT

I can't stay long, but I just want to post this. Now I have to believe that one of my f-lists is gay or one of my friends is crazy. lol. SPILL.

Byebye!

+ taken this from derschatzi

Wed, 07 May 2008 11:07:17 GMT

Something that may be simple, or rude or even romantic toward me, but something you're too afraid to tell me to my face. Here's your chance to say it. This entry is going to be set to Public, so your comments must be anonymous, and I will not delete a single comment given to me.

If you hate me, tell me. If you love me, tell me and tell me how much. If you admire me, tell me. If you loathe the way I do things, tell me. Tell me anything that you want to get out to me. Tell me the absolute truth of what you feel about me.

Tell me here, tell me now, and tell me anonymously.

All post are set to anonymous and are screened. Please just select the anonymous one. hihi

hoi!

Tue, 06 May 2008 12:01:19 GMT

I'm grounded.

The reason? Well I tried to sneak out last Saturday to join my friends to go bar hopping and my parents found out that I wasn't in bed until 4.30 A.M so there. They scolded me upon my arrival. Can you imagine being scolded at 5:00 AM? My punishment? I wouldn't tell you, it's rather embarrassing.

I have to tell you that I'm convinced that my parents are members of Nazis and they would've made Hitler proud.

1. HAH so the Twilight teaser is already posted, I even have to wake up early in the morning so my dad wouldn't catch me using computer. Anyway I was giddy at first but then.... at the end I was just "okay, I have to go back to bed". hehehe. While watching it I forgot that they were Edward and Bella, because I just see them as Robert and Kristen. There's something... something... hahaha...Naaaaaah, nevermind.

Anyway don't get me wrong, I like Robert and Kristen for Edward and Bella it's just that I didn't see it upon seeing the trailer. But whatevs, maybe it's just the fact that I was hardly awake. HAHAHA. I think I'll check the vid again.

2. Got the chance to buy new books, I already have The Host, I bought that devil even though I dislike Meyer. Frack. Second, bought myself a Lisa Kleypas' Worth Any Price, which I'm about to finish and maaaan I'm telling you it's boring. I hate to admit but it doesn't really appeal to me. :s

Oh anyway I have finished John Grisham's The Firm last week and yes it was action pack book. Really, really nice plot. But it just turned me off because of infidelity issues. Mind you I really frown at infidelity. x)

Okay byebye! I need to check other's post really really fast.

PS:
GOTTA LOVE ME SOME JIM/PAM hehehe ♥

talk about Twilight?

Fri, 02 May 2008 09:52:15 GMT

1.
and I missed the fun again. I knew I'd always miss the fun. ;) YEY no more puffy jackets and yay for RPATTZZZ hotness! Ahihihihi ;)

2. Have you heard about the newest speculation about Breaking Dawn? Seriously I'm done with this speculation sh*t. I dislike the fact that people go over conclusions, spreading make-up stories about how the end will be and telling that how their story is real. Anyway to say, I'm worried that the speculation might be true, but if it is, I'd definitely curse myself for being crazy about this fandom. I HATE HATE HATE UNHAPPY ENDING.

want to read it? here see for yourself.

3. I'm still ~~worried~~ annoyed like hell because my friend (who's a big time Jacob fan) was so happy that the chances of Jacob ending up with Bella is increasing. DUH

4. I think I'll be sick and I feel ridiculous for being affected. In my opinion, I think it's was posted to deceive the fans. Okay I'll go now because my brother is harrassing me. :P

edited.

Is he...?

Thu, 01 May 2008 01:58:50 GMT

I can't understand why some of my friends are crazy about him.

I can't see what they can see. Idjk

... pif.

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:47:03 GMT

1. Okay *breathes in and out* I have to calm myself before I totally put a damage into this damned computer. I CAN'T JOIN SPLIT FILES! DAMMIT. The damned computer couldn't see .002 files. drat. Now I can't finish watching A Very Long Engagement, I stopped when the hooker killed a certain... was it a General? Whatevs. Anyway it totally ruineddddddddddddddd my night.

pifff...

2. I have to re-read New Moon and Eclipse because I have to understand something. You see my friend thought that the perfect image of Edward is clogging my logic. Why? Well she couldn't believe that I would prefer Edward to Jacob because of pro-life issues. *exasperated* You couldn't believe how long we have discussed it. We wouldn't stop debating that petty issue if I hadn't laugh and said that we were ridiculous for fighting over non-existing characters. Anyway her arguments were really good, that in the end I have to consider what she was saying. Also she pointed out that pragmatically speaking, Jacob is the safest choice because Bella doesn't have to give-up her life to be with someone. To say, I think the reason why I dislike Jacob is because I don't want to choose him, despite of the good reasons that was said to me. Thus, because of my persistence that I would choose Edward makes me "irrational idiot" as my friend said, for giving up everything for the sake of love.

lalalalalala ♪... can I just skip this? Because if I discussed this, this entry would end up as a novel. So there.

3. Bought new books!

I'm currently reading John Grisham's book and I'm telling you it's one of the reason why I've been quite away from computer recently. It's an action paced book. You'll love it.... er... well you'll love it if you like action type stories. Dogeaters! This is one of the fabulous story written by Jessica Hagedorn, it was recommended to me by my Literature teacher back 2 semester ago.I thought about giving it a shot. The Eldest, well I read the Eragon before so I thought about reading the continuation. I would've been crazy about this if Brom didn't die. Hmpf! Anyway I should've bought a Kleypas novel today but unfortunately, I still didn't see Lisa Kleypas' Mine Till Midnight so no romance novel for me this time. : /

4. Yiheeee I finally had my blow job (shot) last night! WOOOOOOTTT. Can't wait to hit Temple Bar again and have another shot. *scratches nose*, it's just a little expensive though. Ermmm... not the blow job you are thinking....

PoooopppperrrrooooooooO!!!

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:42:50 GMT

Back when I was a kid, if I dreamed about water, I'm sure that if I'd wake up my bed would be wet. Today it happened again.

WAIT. STOP.

I didn't wet on my bed.

Instead, I fell on the floor. [errrr... hahaha I'm pretty disoriented and I keep on editing this freaking entry.]

Want to know what's my dream? I dreamed that I was balancing myself into this cliff but apparently I wasn't able to balance myself and I fell. LOL. When I landed on the floor, I even manage to laugh at myself. TALK ABOUT WEIRDNESS! I don't know why the impulse of laughing at what happened, occurred to me. But I did. Anyway it wasn't Laugh Out Loud. It was sort of giggle, maaaan if I was awake I'd be really laughing hard but since I was disoriented, I just giggled.

and know what? After I giggled? I went back and slept again.

P.S:
It wasn't sort of funny because I have a bump on my forehead and it hurts like hell. And oh just to add, what made my morning worst wasn't falling and hitting the floor face first, but to realize that I've got a zit........... again. damn.

sigh

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 08:15:25 GMT

♥

Interviewer: So do you think this marriage is forever?
Victoria: I hope so
David: Yes, of course I wouldn't marry her if it's not forever.

HAHAHAHA why is it that I feel like Victoria isn't really so sure about them being together [forever]?

Can I just find someone like him? Anyway I've watch their interview [I forgot the channel and the show] and David was just sooo romantic! He even stated that back then, when he saw Victoria's picture he told himself that "this is the girl that I'm going to marry" and yes he did. *dreamy sigh*

Their story should be written in novel [particularly written by SEP, if you know SEP then you'd know the reason why I chose her] or movie because I think that their story is just right enough to make readers squee.

That picture just made me "Awwwww", seriously I think they are one of the adorable couples ever. with lotsa hot sex. *wink* *wink*

PS.

I just bought Gaspard Ulliel's les Égarés (strayed). O-yeah! SKIN PORN.

HAHAHA okay this is just another random post of mine.

Oist, isfhedaskdlkawjdi.

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 05:13:46 GMT

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Oy, Stranger don't just add me! Say your name please

naaaaah I can't understand why people continue to add me without bothering to ask if I want them to be friends. Come on introduce yourself don't be shy. I won't bite. lol.

Seriously I want to meet new friends! I'd loveohlovelove to see new friends on my list, but how on earth am I suppose to befriend you when you don't even introduce yourself? hmp! *is frustrated* Honestly I can't understand why people continue to add someone when they don't even make an effort to even just say their name? *sigh sigh sigh* Naaaah that's not a good way to have a new friend.

OY! hahahaha since a lot of people on my f-list is doing it, I decided to join the club.

♥
aren't they cute? drat. I could look at that picture forever. lol. Oh, you know the moment I've seen the clip I literally jump off my seat! I was like O__________________O OHMYSHIT OHMYSHIT! And I keep on squeeing like a madwoman. That had gotten the attention of my mom and she asked me if everything is all right. Oh you know I couldn't stop grinning when I responded to my mom and I told her that I've just been watching some horror movie that made me shout out. lol. liar.

Anyway there's nothing to update much about except that I'd go biking this afternoon. ♥ bikes

tagged by nastey
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Brighter than Sunshine - Aqualung
2. 18th Floor Balcony - Blue October
3. You Make Me Feel Like A Natural Woman - Celine Dion
4. We Belong Together - Gavin DeGraw
5. Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
6. Fast Car - MYMP {love to listen to this when I'm in a car}
7. Apologize - Timbaland (feat. one republic) ♥

Naaaah, I'm not in the mood for tagging but if you want to do it, go ahead sweetie.

... bang bang bang!

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 14:12:30 GMT

When you and your friends are bored what's the best thing to do?

WATCH PORN.

I'm not suggesting you to do that, it's actually a suggestion that my friend had suggested. They thought it was fun! I thought it was ridiculous. Anyhow we watch porn like as if we were having movie marathon. What's the point in enjoying it when the performers do the same thing? Same objectives, same goal, same scripts?

Oh you might be confused with "script" part. You see all I can hear is the ladies' imitation of Britney Spear's "Moarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr" and guys version of Austin Powers' "Yeah baby Yeah", it was repetitive but nonetheless in different tones. Oh and how can I forget it has lotsa' UNF sound. totally annoying.

I have nothing against watching it but I'd rather watch stories with steamy love scene, at least it has a sense of direction. Unlike porn, it started getting naked and ending up still being naked with lotsa banging as a story. lol. :3 But to say, I enjoyed watching it with friends because all we have to do was laugh in some scene. Quite gross and degrading but......... erm.... whatever.

OH hahahaha! I remember there's this one scene that made me choked! You know what happened?

The lady was on her knees and hands-------------barking.

If I was the guy, it would've terrified me. She looked like as if she had a rabies, definitely scary.

O.T

Robert Pattinson's website got a freaking trojan virus. Very nice. :] I hope it's manageable, I hate formatting computer.

And hey I've a Twitter now, if you have I hope we can be friends there. Mine's http://twitter.com/haelhaelhael and hey I've changed
layout again! hahaha. Not a surprise anymore. loveohloveloveloveohlovelove loveohlovelove

Got tagged back by julianathursday .

Sigh this reminds me of Celia and Justin(Vallerand)'s love scene. Since, I love Kleypas' Only with your Love, I thought about trying to pretend that icon as them. :) ahihihi.

Gaspard Ulliel, who wouldn't say no to him? HAHAHA I got to know him because some fans (back then) at Twilight thinks that he suits best to be Edward Cullen. Oh I was just watching Hannibal Rising and I can't believe that despite the fact that he's a killer, he still can manage to look hot. :]

Emily Browning! I love Emily ever since I've watch her in Series of Unfortunate Events. Also, it turned out that she was one of Stephenie Meyer's choice to play Bella. She's cute and I like her street party shots, that's why I used it.

Raven and Alexander in Vampire Kisses. I love that Manga series so it made me want to make them an icon. :)

Again, Kristen Stewart. I like her, she's fine to me. :) But I've changed this icon already. :D

I'm not tagging anyone but if you want just say so. :D

:)

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 14:14:55 GMT

I've been talking to Arvin and he had been telling me how horrible his subjects were. I like math and defended it from him. Then I told him that maybe he wasn't just studying well, but then he kept on telling me that he haven't had a social life every since and that he had been a home buddy since he stepped into college. Meaning: He really works hard to get a good grades! Also Arvin told me how different his math subjects are. lol! He told me that his math subjects were those kinds that he had never seen before. LOL. He even calls them "Math of aliens". Piff... Anyway I feel bad for him because even though he had been working hard it's not enough.

I felt that way too, you know being hopeless. But I believe in his abilities, he might not be in dean'slList but he'll get over it. :) Good luck Arvin. dear love. ♥

That drawing is for Arvin as he called his course "tortuous" that makes him want to give up. : /

This is for beejillybee since she had been crazy about Twilight like me too. Here's your profile banner :)

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Thanks to : chrissydechagny because she owns the manipulated pictures of Robert/Kristen it can be found here | Gaspard/Emily here | ownthesunshine for textures/light effects.

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